I am comforted and happy that my dealings with Chad are coming to an end. Once this bed is out, I no longer have anything of his that I need to worry about. I can tell him to shove off and go my merry way. It's that thought that is keeping me sane in the whole situation. Yeah, I know my little Kaylee will tie us together forever, but I sincerely doubt he is going to be around and I am done being angry about that. It's his loss, and I don't have to worry about his alcoholic, whatever drugs he could be taking, negative behavior being an influence on my daughter.
I have been reading alot lately. Fullmetal Alchemist Manga and other normal books as well. Also been watching FMA Brotherhood. I like it well enough, it's different from the first FMA and So far I like both versions. I wish Paul and I could still talk because I would love to tell him about it all. He's content with me out of his life though, and I will respect his wishes. Although I did have to send him an e-mail the other day and I hope it didn't put him off. It was about the FFXI passwords because I sold the Ps2 which had his info saved to the HD! I didn't want his stuff hacked into or anything. Ah well.
I have a headache. So I am gonna gooooo.