ceinwyn81 (ceinwyn81) wrote,

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Yay Update!

 Well Work is ok. It's 8 cent discount and hardly anyone is coming in. I blame the rain and the storms. It's all fine by me. I am tired and also kind of soaked. The rain is coming down. Oh well. I don't wanna talk about work. Over the past few days I have had alot of time to think. Firstly Pauls Mom came over with Shaun and we did a cleansing or "blessing" of the home. The atmosphere feels more positive now. There was nothing wrong before but still it's nice. I have been in a bit of a slump lately. It's the damn heat. It kills me. Anyways, I have been so caught up in my anxieties and worries I have been deaf and blind to alot of my other problems. I have a memory of a goldfish, I don't listen I am bullheaded and stubborn. Something I would like to change. At the same time I am just wanting to make mistakes and learn from them. Something I never did. I never learned. I just repeated the same thing over and over. I want to feel better about myself. I can only do one thing at a time. So setting up a list of priorities. 

1. Get new job 
2. Get into school
3. Work off this excess weight

Thats all I got for now. Job might look up when That evil Shawnna is gone. I am not gonna focus on that right now. I can't put my energy into something so negative. She is just a snake and every word she says is venomous. I choose not to get bitten. I will keep my distance. 

I did finish the book I was reading. "The Poisonwood Bible" by Barbara Kingsolver. A reverand takes his family to the Congo in Africa on a missionary. Covers three decades of their lives there and what came after the downfall. It was actually very good. I don't think I'll be reading it again, but I enjoyed it very much and recommend it to all book lovers. Next on my reading list is "The Book of Names" by Jill Gregory and Karen Tintori. Helene at work gave it to me. Said it was good. 

I finished watching Chobits and like it very much. I got some LJ icons from some of it. <3 muchly. I am now watching Full Metal Alchemist. My Friends Brook and Alan loaned me the discs. They keep me goin on the anime. It's pretty cool. I think FMA will keep me occupied for a while. Theres ALOT to watch! 

As for FFXI. I still play. I haven't had alot of time to though. Been workin in my garden, working in the station, keeping up on the housework. Also been going out with friends and Family. All very worthy of my time. So I am not worried about my absence there.

Well take care all. I have 15 minutes of break time left. I am going to use it wandering about the store till the pizza is ready to go out to the station. <3
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