ceinwyn81 (ceinwyn81) wrote,

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Tired and dead

I don't know if it is because of teething off and on or ear infection thats pretty much gone now thats making her so defiant on going to sleep. It's so beyond ridiculous. I just want her to go to sleep already. It took me letting her scream for about 10 minutes before finally going in there and rocking her again and then she finally FINALLY went to sleep. It's times like these that I get very angry with Chad all over again. I really really should not be doing this alone. Even if we aren't together, the least he could have done was TRY to be a father. BUT NOOO. He decided to be such a peice of shit that I don't want him around at all. I am not going to go into it now.. I don't have the energy or the will.

I am reading Salem's Lot by Stephen King right now and it's kind of a slow go for me right now. I am going to plug through it though. I want to find a good book to download for my Nook. :) I was looking at Fifty Shades of Grey and well after reading some reviews people either REALLY REALLY love it to the point of obsession or they REALLY REALLY hate it and want to murder all the obsessed people. I think I am going to pass. It's been described as "Twilight-esque" and I don't want to go that route again.
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